My First Crush

My first crush....aahh!!!
I still get a big grin on my face when i think of him and start blushing.
I still remember the day I saw him.He was very good,handsome etc etc..you can call it love at first sight.
We were standing in our college corridor and he just crossed......and the whole world stopped for me.I told my friends about this encounter and they asked me who is he?I had no reply as I had never seen him before.
Then the whole gang was out to know who is he actually- a college senior,professor or an outsider.You won't believe we peeped into each and every room to find out his identity.
Then I got to know that he is my college professor and since then everybody started shouting my name once they see him.So embarassing you know,but I couldn't do anything except the BIG SMILE showing my 28 teeth.
Then it happened that he came to teach us...OH GOD!!How frightening could it be..what should I do?Everybody is teasing me around.But somehow I controlled my reactions and the professor got a hint about all this, it seemed.
And then he became my eye candy...just looking at him always the time he taught us..and he used to blush I noticed :)
Other girls said-This is not right for a girl to have crush on someone and blah blah..when guys can have crushes why not girls??
Well, now after 4 years,I feel that it might be a puppy love,but I still remember him.Its not that I just love him but I respect him a lot.I still blush after hearing his name and get into the world of dreams.Moreover,it is said that a person never forgets his first love...so do I!!!!!!!

Love of my life

Love...what does that mean?
Does that mean going around with someone,give all your time,dreams, hopes etc etc to the person you love?Keep thinking about him the whole day?
Yeah,might be.It may be the right explanation for some people but for me its something which I cannot explain.
I blush when I see him,I see him in my dreams, I keep on thinking about him the whole day.My heart blooms,I feel really lost and what not.....
He is very smart,understanding and keeps on running away from me.But I am no less,I keep on chasing him everytime I find him going away.Sometimes I feel,we are TOM and JERRY teasing and running away from each other but still best friends loving each other a lot.
Really whoever wrote-"You feel ecstatic in love" and "love has no boundations" is absolutely right.
But you cannot realize the power of love till the time you are into it.I never expected that this can happen to me..I feel myself so lucky that I've found him.But its not very easy to understand him you know.
This happens to every girl I guess.Girls might not reveal what they think,but once they fell in love,they worship it religiously.
I guess enough written about him..people must be curious to know who the "HE" is in my life..Well with the next sentence you will get to know.
Loving a guy???Naah..time kiske paas hai yaar.I love my ASPIRATIONS :)